i knw i didnt write for a long time but lifeee took me awaaaaay xD well actually i thought no one reads my blog and there is no use , then huda reminded me abt my blog ( THANK YOU LOVE !) and she said she likes it :O and then i remembered why do i write..i write for myself i write because i dont know how to speak my feelings so i write them and here i am writing to myself again ..... BLESS ME!
many things happened but the most important thing is that i changed .. am more mature now i think before i act i choose my words before i speak but to be honest i hate it . i hate feeling responsible i hate not being able to be random but most importantly i hate not being able to make ppl smile more often and i hate not being there for people and i hate hate hate knwing that am hurting ppl but i have far more important stuff to do than mend peoples heart ..but ill change , cuz i think that i became this person cuz i dont write anymore , all those negative feelings bottled up in me that need to be let out , my soul became heavy and am not free anymore i am held by my own feelings its time to set myself free.
there are many things that i want to talk about , one post cant contain them all but ill be writing soon cuz am bored in my summer job so stay tuned for posts everyday i guess ..maby twice a day .
- KISSES
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