Bad move

I am one of those people that believe in super natural stuff, (specially telepathy!) and when sm1 says he is psychic i believe him..cuz smtimes i believe am psychic too. i see stuff and i knw exactly what is happening and what will happen later, not exactly but i can predict the main events,, when i was younger i thought i was superman but now i knw how i can do it .. people keep repeating themselves and stories happen over and over again , same mistakes happen to different people and when i see enough signs that smthng is going to happen i know it will.maby because i read alot but i say its because fate is a serial killer...we gotta pay more attention to its pattern .
i am diving into a mistake and i know its a mistake and iv seen this mistake happen again and again ,i know exactly what is going to happen and i warned myself not to do this mistake and i warned many ppl not to do this mistake, but it appears that we all become the people we said we'll never be ,and here i am torn between the sweet high of a sin and the brain throb that indicates that my brain is cursing itself and warning my heart to stop taking over or els...
i pride myself for being a brain thinker not a heart thinker but smtimes my heart just attacks and my brain regains its power when its too late .luckily this happened far to many times and my brain came back before its too late, i can back away right now but am too daring and hopeful that it wont be a mistake ,,and am the type of girl that when she makes a mistake she makes it as bad at it can be and enjoy it more than people would , blame that on my wild nature.
i decided to let myself go , and when i make a decision i never let myself regret it so i guess since am aware it wont be impulsive and stupid...... it will be an adventure.
-KISSES